Evaluation

I think I have not made as much progress for my own sake concerning the PPD module. This is partially down to time management, lack of funds and self-doubt making believe I am not worthy or giving myself a chance to present myself accordingly.

I have submitted a few designs and illustrations for competitions and for an exhibition, but in hindsight I could have done more if I didnt believe that what I was producing was going to turn out unprofessional in its presentation which is a hurdle I consistently fall at. Although a turning point for myself in fact many points where someone outside of the course or someone I respected amongst my peers commented on the quality/appearance of my work in a positive light I felt as if I was on a huge high for the rest of the day. I forgot what it felt like to have anyone have any interest in my work, since it never seems that good to yourself when you stare at the same thing all day.

What I did gain from the module was not loads of great contacts in the professional field, but in another way I have made valuable allies with people around uni instead of shutting myself out from everyone else. The workshop staff in the printroom are my new "crew" as I really love working in a printroom and the vibe you get off giving advice, offering help and just being part of the woodwork. I have made some interesting networking contacts for work to be sourced after I complete the course, and most importantly I have made a great circle of friends who wish to stay in contact, be part of my future and help each other work towards out goals.

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